challenge starts todayy soo lets get skinnaaa yyyy

thuresday the ritilins been workin i like cant eat even if i wanted to it makes me not want to ...i find myself wanting food for a second but then the next second i am not hungry so i dont eat.  sister is home from college again....one of her friends is cute and a good guy....i would make a move but iam gonna wait till new years wen im thinner n can wear some beter clothes or mayne il wait till my sister leaves idk well see...cant wait to get my fukin car in a couple weeks seriously...yeahh so its wierd ive smoked weed for a few years last year i smoked everyday straight but this year maybe like once a week or once every few weeks and i find myself liking it less and less...its really wierd like iam too paranoid and my eyes get so red and dry and its wierd i jus feel like fucked up wierd idk maybe i jus smoked some bad weed lol....christmas in like a week wooo btw mk&a thinspo love them i think ashleys body is perfect alll i want for christmass is to wear skinny jeanss thats it iam so determined to go bak from vacation after new years ten pounds lighter starting now